In all seriousness, bud, alcohol and drugs are not cures. I'm sure you know that already. I still drink and smoke weed on the weekends because I like too and it's part of who I am, but since I asked my wife for a divorce I don't feel the *need* to do it. There's an important distinction there and it took me a long time to figure it out, mostly because I never allowed myself to consider divorce a valid option.