Yeah, I still drink if that's what you are asking. Or are you asking if I was intoxicated at work around 10 am when the posting started? I'm man enough to admit my down falls, whether it be stranger or not. While I was posting more while drinking before, I am still that dude. If anyone thinks change and hard times is something different, they watch too many movies. The only difference now is enjoy and find the health benefit of getting pissed and what have you on here which I didn't before. I wanted nothing more than to smash someones face through the back of their head. But not now. It's a tough thing losing your best friend and I handled the [Bleeeeep!] the why I did. I don't know any of you so the damage I caused was pretty minimal. Just keeping it real. Twas a long time ago and we have both moved on! She hated my passion for fishing and blamed it as part of her mothers divorce from her dad. [Bleeeeep!] that.

Alcohol makes life more enjoyable at times.