I do know too much for my own good.

My whysleblower stuff ended up uncovering way more than was good for me to know, stuff you can't do anything about, but makes it impossible to trust the system we live in.

My bigffot stuff especially the DNA study was the same and about 6 of us or more within the study were being "wiretapped" for atleast the duration of the project. It was extremely obviouse, you could hear the tap start on keywords, we all were aware and would say as much when we heard the "click" during our phone conversations.