Beezuz I am handicaped and most of the time you will never notice it. That doesn't mean I not in a lot of pain. It just means I'm used to it and the doc gives me good drugs. I have also been made aware that more than likely there is a wheelchair in my future so I don't give a damn if it bugs you or not. Pretty sure I'm not the only one in the state like this also. But I will continue to grit my teeth and do everything I can manage between now and then.