Steve,

I admire your courage, it takes a big man to publicaly apologize.

Others have done what you are attempting, if they can do it there is absolutely no reason you for you not to succeed. Do not accept defeat, setbacks are expected, get your mind right and you will win.

When you start feeling sorry for yourself, just remember those poor basterds that can't catch fish. Now that's a serious problem.

Sometimes we never realize just how many friends we have until we need them.
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You can always tell a fisherman, you just can't tell him much.